fear of commitment.

almost every weekend that i spend in plattsburgh (so, basically, every weekend), i inevitably end up at target.  and every weekend, i visit my pillows there.  i love them.  but i can't decide if i want to actually own them or not.  i'm scared to commit.  so, i visit them and, every time, i fear that they might be gone.  and, every time, i hope that they've gone on sale.  no luck so far.

these are them:

they're by dwell studio.

it's not even that they're expensive.  i don't know what my problem is... i guess i just always manage to talk myself into better ways of spending $50.   'cause, let's get real here... the amount of fun or of bang for your buck is pretty limited when it comes to throw-pillows.  you put them on the couch, you think: "yeah, that looks cute", and that's pretty much the end of it.

for the record, i have similar issues with shower curtains.