if you knew how hard it was for me to stay positive about life in general right now, you'd be like: "here, nadyne, have a xanax, or three". truth be told, i don't actually know what xanax is or what it does but it sounds right, doesn't it?
it's not so much my life that's the problem, it's november, which, i'm realizing, is in my official list of top 3 least favourite months of the year. right next to february and march.
so, between clients today, i was hatching a plan for myself wherein i take a month off and go somewhere warmer than here.
basically, i want this:
i want to live in a treehouse, smoke cigarettes, write songs, drink wine at noon, and leave the treehouse only to go swim in the ocean
care to join me?